Mindwar Ii

i came across the water to fight for inner peace raise sword and shield 'gainst th other side of me but it's hard to fight the demons that are surrounding me when my own hands are the enemies and i'm so afraid to fight oh, what if i don't win? and should i lose, can i fight again? if i lost would i have the courage to just pull the pin? then to grip this bomb to live and die two men i came across the water to fight the inner beast to take hold of his heart bring me to my knees but it's hard to find the courage to point this gun at me if i kill myself i'll be so lonely