Mindfulness of Mind

Mindfulness of mind can drive a man insane Analysis of thought can only lead to more The hope that all this mindfulness will not be made in vain Is sometimes all that keeps me from a rope toward the floor Quiet questions keep me from the life I wish to lead This puzzle is a hindrance to anyone involved Some practice in tranquility is all that I would need Still, I remain confident this puzzle can be solved But what is all this mindfulness that I claim to possess? For all that can be known, I could be telling lies Provide me with some company and rather than impress You'll see the tension in my smile and worry in my eye You'll hear the stumble in my speech and sense the air of doubt And maybe raise your guard to an unintended threat This mental maze, it is a task that I could do without A peaceful hour is a time that I have not discovered yet Although I must repeat, despite this fair complaint I maintain hopeful confidence this puzzle can be solved With nothing short of prayer, that I can learn restraint Not for me and mine, but those who are involved.