Mind of Madness

The world through my autistic mind Sometimes life is so difficult, I find Hiding from life, it's the people I fear Hard for me to be near. At the bottom of a well Or standing under the ringing of a bell People's feelings Puts me to kneeling Emotions slaming me Please stop I plea Echoing off my soul Is that this madnesses goal Ringing in my head Their pain I'm fed Makes me old My heart can't be sold No longer so bold So I hide I must confide The pain Left its stain But Is it wrong Been so long The peace I seek Before I grow weak