Mind Confusion

I have slipped into a state of illusion Followed by a deep confusion Why does my aching heart still cling To his beating heart, my lost fling. Why I am screaming My mind day dreaming Always of what was What will be no more I am wishing my soul could sore. Deep in to the crashing ocean's wave's Then I could hold my head high Give myself praise. Oh where for art though My true king Out there surfing On a dove's wing. Give me danger And keep your rotten love All this anger In your lap I wish to shove. Don't patronize my emotion Don't fill me with your lies Take this erosion And fill it with your cries!