Mental Confinement

this house is a prison these windows are taunting this weight on my shoulders is daunting my voice inside my head is haunting memories leave tears on my face tears start to burn and leave blood in their trace im isolated in deep space solitary confinement deep sorrowful assignment the stars are in allignment my world is coming to an end thats what the peace sign ment heaven sent, me hell, world upside down call it hell bent half my heart is left, the other paid rent i have half a heart but im completly broken, take a hint one way street no reason to resent choises made, makes my brain fade heading to your heart, call it a crusade my love is broken, hell made took every single wrong road, ... well played epic fail, blood red is the best shade through the light and through the dark blood red will always make its mark love the pain and hate the pleasure nonconformality at its greatest measure love is lost and found like great treasure trust turns to tradgedty lies are truely ravishing my heart is cold and wandering, the walking dead emotionless traveling chilling ice adorning my flesh is lavishing in a strange twist of fate my mind bears my captivity trapped inside my thoughts from which i cannot escape, stranger thoughts than activity forever fading my sanity at the sacrafice of my vanity my last resort, to escape has been taken from me this prison is maximum security love is lost, friends betrayed family estranged adrinaline caged adhd enraged locked up tight strait jacket restricted helplessly bound try as i might blind folds corrode my sight exiled and exausted drawn out distressed vigil put to the test sick to my stomach and too tired to rest i sit in my cell, of isolation my mind is cramped of desolation these words are a demonstration as a last resort, to far gone to ever undergo restoration i lay solemnly suffering from loss of articulation.