Memory

every time i think of every thing i ever had i look back and think how my life was so sad never really had a dad Ive been growing up feeling bad just a young kid trying to feel glad but now i see everything's just apart of me trying to see all the good that could be and now i just look up in the sky lisoning to music just tryin to fly i dont want to tell a lie so all i really gotta say is why why did my mom just pass me away why do i gotta feel this every day now im stuck here just trying to say ok ok i get it im here now step back let me see what i can allow a life to live a soul to give am i aloud to forgive im stuck here looking at a memory of a young kid and now i dont even wanna know what i ever did