Memorizing Song

as this song simulates something in my mind something wrong, something goood. something, that should have been gone. as my thoughts crumble, my walls fail my sanity floats off. i wonder how why when i could jump and fall into air and be safe into endless bliss illl be singing my lungs out with a beautiful sound my feet will be keeping an impossible beat that will drive anyone listening crazy i dont feel like dying but i feel like withering a way for a moment into the walls into the sky into the ground. i wish to be on top im not worried how, but when. and for what. price. as words, thoughts, ramblings, spill out of my mouth like vomit the song goes on. my fingers move faster along the l e t t e r s of my concious scary. its all i have now. ohp. what happend. the song stoped. my minds back