Memories Of Black

There is so much pain inside of me. My heart is sinking deep in my chest. My body has grown so weak, But I hurt too much to rest . I try to remember when I was happy, Yet those memories won't come back. Where those memories should be, I can't see anything but black. My memories of happiness are gone. They have all been removed from my past. All I can see is pain in my future, I don't know how long I can last. This hurting is too much at times, I believe it's driving me insane. I would gladly welcome death, Then I would no longer feel this pain.