Memories

WHY STARE ME IN THE FACE? WITH THE THOUGHT OF MEMORIES WE ONCE SHARED THAN TURN AROUND AND MARRIED ANOTHER WOMEN I LEAD TO BELIEVE THE THOUGHT OF ME BEING IN THAT SAME POSITION, BUT IT ALL CAME BACK TO ME THAT IT WAS JUST MY VISION I DO REMEMBER IN OUR TEEN YEARS IT WASN`T JUST A VISION WHEN TELLING US APART WAS ALWAYS AN ISSUE DETERMINE I DO REMEMBER THE COMMENTS BEING MADE TO US TWO FROM OUR FOLKS " WE HOPE WE MAKE IT TO SEE YA`LL WEDDING AND MAYBE A BABY SHOWER IF GOD BLESS YA`LL WITH THAT ONE TOO" SPRING, SUMMER, FALL, WINTER FOUR SEASONS WE SHARE AND ALL THAT HAD COME AFTER JUST LEAD WELL GOD I ASK MYSELF "WHERE DID THIS ALL END? OR IS IT "WHY DID THIS ALL END? I STILL CAN`T FIGURE OUT HOW HAD THIS REACH THIS LEVEL WHENOUR BELIEF OF LOVE WAS NEVER TO STRAY AWAY FROM OUR FEELINGS WHY STARE ME IN THE FACE? WHEN YOU BETRAY ON WHAT WAS ONCE OUR GOAL TO GET MARRIED AND GROW OLD THAN LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND SAY " I`M SORRY BABY GIRL BUT I DON`T KNOW HOW IT GOT TO THIS POINT" I GUESS I CAN`T GET OVER THE FACT OF LETTING GO ON WHAT WAS ONCE MY PROPERTY OR PRETEND THAT THIS WAS ALL A BAD DREAM SO I LOOK HIM IN THE EYE GAVE HIM A KISS ON HIS CHEEK I WISH HIM THE BEST FOR THE BOTH OF THEM WHEN I WISH IT WAS ME I WALK AWAY WITH THE BRUSH RELIEF OFF MY FEET AND ALSO READ THIS PRAYER IN MY HEART TO KEEP IN ONE PIECE "GOD BLESS MY SOUL AND HELP ME REALIZE THAT THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR ME TO SHARE MY LOVE WITH AMEN"