Memorial For You

I wish I could say, that it gets easier every year, The truth is everyday I shed a tear, For the memories ill never have, And the conversations ill never hear. I've talked to no one about you, I've kept things to myself, All my secrets reside, In the words guarded by there shelf. Missing but not gone, I try to remain strong, These words help me hold on, There whispers my memorial for you. You gave me this gift, These "voices in my head", You have been with me, The moment that life became dead. Without this experience, I wouldn’t be who I am, Inside you help me strive, To be a better man. And I thank you dear lord, For giving me this star, To wish upon at night, Because of you I know he's not far.