Melancholy

I remember you were very happy to find your partner You were in deep love with each other Life seems to be too short then Time was flying fast You wanted extra ages from GOD to enjoy more of love I am writing this letter to let you know The time is still running at the same speed Only your days becoming long and never-ending Now you want to take back your wish of extra ages I can feel how deep your loneliness is His memories bother more in silence and dark Eyes are thirsty for tears You asked me why it is so painful to forget him Why that happened to me every time I love something more Today is his birthday 2020 countdown calling my loneliness We used to celebrate birthday together New Year, happiness, and him in one hug Tell me what kind of melancholy in my heart! I tried to eat lunch with family Suddenly I had to leave My bed hugs me and share my pain Often lock the door Hide my eyes from family Every day is empty without him Every dream are worthless without him Though my parents can feel it, they cannot help I have always listened to my heart Then why my heart betrays my mind! Tell me why this sadness enclosing me I dreamed of a better future, End up with pain! I dreamed of love, End up with breakup! I know the pain is purely personal It is your own emotions; the Second person cannot be a part of it Today you are not the same person I knew I want you to face this phase of life Fight with your emotions Fight with yourself Fight with all those tears that make your pillow wet I can only say the best thing is yet to come, my friend What you found will go someday It happens the same way for everything We get a life and someday we will lose it Every day we embrace the dark night after a shiny and beautiful day Why cannot we embrace the pain and make it our friend Who had to go has gone, why do we cry alone Who has forgotten you, forgive them Embrace who is with you now Who knows what life will bring tomorrow Who knows we live one more day or die tonight! Who knows maybe someone is walking around To take away all your pain and give all his happiness to you Dear friend, please contemplate my appeal Forget all the odds and hurts No matter how deep and dark the night is The sun will arise much stronger the next day You will come back to yourself soon! This is my belief, you will win the fight