Means and Ends

As it all started in a dream Strangers like we’re all once before Time stopped on that momentous scene This funny feeling, asking for more Weird as it was, but so afraid Might not work out as usual Those awkward approaches I made Treated like everything’s formal With that weakness, I paid the price By letting her see someone else What I got in playing so nice Regrets, a whole lot of regrets Throughout the years on struggling life In the conquest for happiness Stumbled upon somebody one night That very dream became my guest My, my, my, look what we have here? Just found myself closing the gap Started to bottled up my fear Suddenly, I was on her map Petty questions, mixed hi and hello Looking for a perfect timing And then suddenly, it’s a go I found myself to her courting She shared a story from the past Her former which cause her heartache About how terrible it was And ended with such a bad state I comforted her, shared my heart Presenting the best of intent Along with advices, part by part And herself a chance with consent Ahead of it, an open door For you when the rest are shut closed There’s a world so wide to explore A life and a journey to cross Exchange of compliments, sweet talk Phone calls, I miss you’s of long breadth Anything personal we could’ve poke Our preference, weakness and strength By days as it goes on and on We drifted toward each other And woke up one day with that bond Replied back as she consider Our relationship flourished with joy The night we eventually met Proving my point, when girl meets boy Love in motion, already set Everything’s unforgettable The kisses, hugs, intimacy And the sorts digesting the soul Which took my breath so easily Not all endings are happy ones As our journey turned turbulent I blew it again, this chance Separation is imminent Reasons unknown in the open Asked her about the decision Right between us, things didn’t tend To work out, it’s a frustration Tried and begged to reconsider A resolve of her was a mistake Yet insisted, didn’t matter Something anyone could not fake A lot of questions in the mind "What went wrong?” in myself, wondering. To quit here, for being left behind While in the balance, I’m hanging.