Maybe I Was Never Yours

I may not have a  place in your perfect world
I may not be that special emerald
I may not be your perfect man
But do you know that I am your biggest fan?
Do you know I slowly became mesmerized by your charm
And waited for the day to hold your arm
I have waited for the day to speak to you
Though we did speak often and the words were not few
But it was that special something I always wanted to say
I searched and searched for your heart's way
We met as strangers having different lives
And have met different people as large as bees of a hive
But it is you that I remember the most 
For you are the most precious thing I have lost
When our eyes first met,I experienced something different in me
That is only you can ever, see
I can't say I saw my future in your eyes
But looking at them I could not speak any lies 
Oh how I wish our talks would be from the heart
But I neither opened myself,nor my heart
Was it a fear of losing you?
And failing to start anew?
I may not have been your emerald 
But you, and only you were my world
I was not scared to express my words of love
The truth is I did not show you my charred body in the flames of love
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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February 24, 2012 at 8:36 PM
nice work Sambadi.....patrick
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July 29, 2011 at 7:34 PM
Congrats on your win..Sara
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July 28, 2011 at 4:08 PM
Love it Sambadi!Congrats on your HM...
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July 28, 2011 at 8:40 AM
Gosh Sambadi this is a stunning piece.. Congratulations to you :-)
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July 27, 2011 at 7:47 PM
Congrats Sambadi on your HM with these lovely poetic words..luv..special honor...
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July 27, 2011 at 2:43 PM
Congratulations on your win in Moses "Best Shot" contest Sambadi. Love, Carol
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July 27, 2011 at 12:58 PM
hey Sambadi, congrats on your win, David
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July 27, 2011 at 12:28 PM
Sambadi, Your sponsor receives your poem's grace. Congratulations on your poem's honor. Agape, Moses
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July 27, 2011 at 12:17 PM
My congratulations on this win in the contest of John, Sambadi
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