Many Moons Ahead

Thinking about us and thinking back to the day we met, Thinking about current circumstances, it was a planned bet. The cards were lain out long ago, before we had any ache, The chips were already locked in, no one else could partake. Destiny locked us in together. Welded the door and such, It was comforting, to have met someone who offered a crutch. I was broken at that moment. My heart and head were screaming. Yet alas, there you appeared like smoke from thin air, your attitude bright and beaming. I hesitated, but stayed regardless of my ponders, all for thee. Everyone thought I was insane, and that includes even me. Our thoughts and minds blended together amazingly. Our hearts and souls resonated together wholeheartedly. Suddenly, out from the random and distant blue, We started arguing and fighting, and I feel guilty for things I did towards you. We took a break, tried to separate, but fate hadnt forgotten our entwinement. For it forced us back, yet something seemed to lack, and I wonder if you felt confinement. In this current moment, I ponder this all. Take account to how we shall rise, and where we shall fall. Concluding for the moment, not the final decision, please take note. Is it time for atonement? Has our destiny risen to its final vote? Maybe I shouldn't ponder this, for you know my current standing. Should I leave for a while? Or is my brain misunderstanding?