Madison Part 2

She continues to break, As she goes on through the day. She thinks she's a mistake. Oh, if only there was a way. Her daily thought is "The world would be better off without me" If only she listened to this "You are more than you think, you see." No, she thinks I'm lying. She doesn't believe in me, Actually, she doesn't believe in anything. If only she could see what she could be Madison, I love you. I tell her every night. I love you too, She writes. She goes through another long day, Thinking of her one true love. Hating herself for it's her fault she can't speak to him today. She hugs her teddy bear tight, it's like she's with him again...kind of. She cries in her room Wishing she never existed I hope that it is soon that she blooms Before she kills herself, that is what she insisted. I'm far away from her, I can't do anything to stop what she plans I don't want anything to occur If only she could see she can She could do anything she wanted If she wasn't so focused on the bad She feels like she is being haunted. For this is why she is always sad. "I won't leave you, I promise." I tell her, she laughs For everyone who said this Didn't even last I know I won't leave She doesn't believe in me I tell her to breathe And to tell me what she sees She says she sees her dead She is finally gone She says she's beside her bed And it's dawn I tell her to tell me what happens when her mother enters the room She says her mother cries and falls apart Then she says "it wasn't my fault. It was my doom!" She feels bad, realized she had broken several hearts. She cries on my shoulder, I tell her it's all going to be fine If only someone saw her The way I do, and saw the signs I ask her, do you want things to get better? She says yes...but no I tell her one or the other She says she doesn't know I hug her and say I want you to be happy And to look forward to another day I hate seeing you feeling all crappy You deserve more than this You don't think so, but I do. I will never understand how you miss Because you truly deserve more than you knew