Loving Doubt

As a soul in love ? i live in two worlds
My mind and soul are at war like the two gods
Who seek to destroy each other without thinking of the odds
Just to become the Lord of the Lords

I know and believe i am in love
But why do i feel there is no love

In one day all feels amazing and consecrated 
But in another everything feels degrading and unprotected

Is this a feeling of a loving doubt
Or i do not know what I am talking about
And i am allowing my doubt 
To tell me what I am about

Why do i allow the fear of no love 
To destroy my true love
Which can be compared to no love 
Even if it is as beautiful as a dove

But since i have no might
To get into the heart 
And pull what is under the mat
I am still vulnerable to the loving  doubt illness
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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