Love, the Illusion

There's a rehearsal in the castle, cult party masquerading on the dance floor latin verse sermons the words heard will entrance you, transfix you, The devil advances towards you and sits you around the marble table where we talk about our carnal instincts and every situation that we find ourselves deep in. Morning star calling from the depth of his evil pits where I sleep on bed of nails just to hammer down my dreams with something more uncomfortable than standing on ya steep cliff. Cold and lonely only having ghosts here to speak with about the meanings of life and the lies that we keep hid. Within controlling moments of emotions that we sink in and sync with relations on a basis of us needing to create a status where were being with each other cos we're linking and we discover that we break it...... now we're seeing our relationship sinking it sinks to the deep abyss My vision is impaired by unclear scenes I'm witnessing and feeling sickened to the stomach from the butterflies in flight when my gut instinct senses some lies from bad vibes I'm like Am I jumping to conclusions straining to think straight brain becomes a nuisance Am I jumping to conclusions the illusion of love is still just as intrusive. And I'm tryna figure out what to do brain doing figure eights tryna draw up clue to this mad moment I feel clueless in bad moods, usually I'm living as if I've something to lose And now I'm tryna figure out what to do blaming you isn't saving myself from the truth proving our pacts broken..... ......Will I think logical or act on emotion when I'm tryna figure out what to do brain doing figure eights tryna draw up clue to this mad moment I feel brutal in bad moods, cluelessly now living as if I've nothing to lose And I'm tryna figure out what to do thinking of a better way to proceed to see all this bull through re-evaluating recent events judging my errors bearing in mind I'm civil and often couldn't be fairer Anything I tell you isn't out of a conscience I'm conscious but I'm hurting inside and this stomach aches constant I've put up with this nonsense dealing with ghosts Like sometimes it bothers me and sometimes it don't