Love Is Not Greater Than My Friends

I lived down the streets Just a normal looking guy Never wonder who am I Just love to see the sky My studies isn't good But in average at least I could never get As Can't even pay my school fees On a fine normal day I hang around with my friends We were losers and slackers But our friendship never ends I met this girl on that day I had never see her before Although she is always with the group She was always ignored I talk to her on that moment She stared at me with a fine gaze I smiled and blushed At her beautiful white face She told me about her life And I told her mine We shared common things together And our world began to shine I brought her out to movies A moment for us to remember We had our first kiss Which bring us closely together We took pictures together It was a memory of us Thinking that we will be together forever Our love that will last Although my friends gave me advice Not to be complacent I told them I am not But only our hearts that will open One problem seem to rise And I did not take it too hard I know we must had a problem once But I just kept my mouth shut Then the problem became worse And I started to drink Don't know what I was thinking It was my heart that started to sink I called her one day She did not call back I just sat down by the phone I became too upset My teachers began to nag at me As my studies went down They insulted me with their haunting words But I pretend there was no sound More depression began to rise And my heart feel so hurt I want to make her realised That I will listen to her words She was always with her friends And seldom with me I wanted to give her a gift That may be help her to feel freely But it was too late She doesn't seem to care anymore And I don't want to wait This is not like we were before I let go of her hands I ripped off her gift I threw away her pictures Left for me to breath Then I start to think again Whether I should separate Got advices from my friends Tell me not to wait My friends started to console me And they even cheered me up They made me forget about my problem They just want me to chill out What happened to her I don't want to care She betrayed me and hurt me I will let her in despair I want to go away from all of this I want to be the normal guy again At least I still had my friends And they are the ones who helped me in the end I thanked them once again