Love Hurts, My Love

Love is something that I struggle with, Trying to be loved by that right one, But can't proceed because I'm ashamed, Ashamed that I might not love right, Ashamed that people may look and talk, Ashamed of how my family would react, Ashamed by the temptation of my life, The temptation of my heart, My mind is saying it's not right, But my heart is saying yes, Just be you. I've tried pleasing people and giving people the world, And I've been half pleasing back, I know not to look for anything, But I can't help it, when I haven't received much. Love for me is a real struggle, I'm being loved by someone, Someone special to my heart, Someone that shows me the world, Who gives me encouraging words, But I can't love back, For some reason. From now on I'm a try, Try to love to the fullest, I really want to love, And be loved, I want to feel love from my family, Loved by the most beautiful, caring, funniest, serious at time, smart,and well talented person, Love, love, love, What a mystery WORD!!