Love Has Taken Its Toll

love has taken a toll on me on lengths very few could understand i am still a huge fan though the sight of feeling the genuineness seems to far from where i stand love interacts with two compatible people for which becomes light in life an strong combined souls of equal its a gift that is shared of beauty and free will of expression with very rare doubt and a decent amount of communication trusting at the highest of mountains as passion runs deep as the oceans sand understanding even when unrelated to experiences because the bond of knowing the person goes beyond expectations many moments of laughter and shared secrets like a teenage crush sneaking out to remain in keep sakes its a friend as well as a lover unlimited to be able to cry on a shoulder judging or rebelling does not exist between each other hands are tender to each touch kisses are missed in between such everyday is as strong as first met as love is suppose to be kept words generous to each syllable loyalty and respect is never paused still new memories are made for each day isnt love suppose to be this way? i could go on an on because this is the love in which i was born the love i yearn and desire that i claim as my fire to keep in hopes that ill find an that one day will be mine this is the love i give for which i live though the kind to me thats been given seems too much like undesirable sinnin which has took a toll on me this person that you see? used to wear her heart on her sleeve now in most cases is skeptical of being deceived cautious of premeditated schemes which is not at all as i had dreamed that love would do to me....