love ghosted me

When i’m gone They’ll all have moved on I'm already a ghost Haunting over the life id already lost They’ve never saw me turn into a adult I moved too fast When i lost so young when i was gone i my tears taste like salt I knew id never last I sat waiting for god wondering why he’s running late I stood waiting for love When it came it was a shock now i understand my wait He was always there watching from above I may not be alive but i have my family so i'm happy as i know how to be watch my ghost thrive Sacrifice, Strength, silence, and safety is what my closest taught me For my mother who is caring, for my mother who is strong For my sister who taught me everything for my cousins who beat me till i was strong, i missed them when i moved on For my brother who taught me how to take love for the one who taught me me how to let go when their gone For my father, who may one day choose me over his bong