Love and Pain

I'm sitting here trying to find what's right How can this be such a big fight? Lost between love and pain My tears fall like rain Can I stay strong? Can I walk away? He always has so much to say I remember the lies He's never seen me cry. I hold on tight with all my heart Even if all he does is rip it apart. The world around is turning black Too scared to look back. Losing him is scary but being hurt is the fear I wanna be his again He won't say yes or no! I should just go Being with him might not be my fate Yet him I still can't hate Doesn't seem fair He's never going to care Something tells me not to try I'm so lost in love and pain I'm gonna end up going insane!!!