Love and Fear

i have not the words nor many a thing to offer as i so believe you deserve. So many prefaces of you have touched me,becoming imbedded. Tender lights of hope gently dance in the darkness of my heart. the patient feel of your sweet loving hold sooths endlessly in my mind and soul. all discomfort of day slowly drifts away in the precious thought of secret design. To be wanted as i want. may this become a truth one day;till then the light will dance. I fear telling of all the feelings i so carry inside for i wish not to overwhelm as i know this would. Yet, past and unwanted,even still unnoticed was the trembling of my heart and soul as i held in my arms what wantings i so desired. This could hold me one day in the same way. Day in and day out this vision of all you are haunts. If but a brief moment in time of pleasure be taken in,that moment will be savored within my deep and most satisfying memory. This overwhelming madness is so terrifyingly new,when so many of my precious moments in life drift to thoughts of you. Power to create; Power to destroy.