Lost Pieces

Flinging open the passenger door - I retreat Deep behind my sinuses - I feel the sensation to weep On and off all day and night - PTSD - I wanna cry 'Cause after 7.5 incredibly long and difficult years - just why? How could you supposedly unwrap the condom and put it on? Let alone sticking it in someone else after my faithfulness this long? And then to follow-through and finish the entire adultery session Then expect and force me to remain with you without a lesson? You expect me to look the other way, forgive you, and give you chances? While you're still betraying me with your dedication songs and fake dances While you continue to effortlessly lie and have dark and shady secrets from me Yet you claim I'm your witch - and it is my duty and purpose to set you free You continue to humiliate, use, hate, and abuse me - like a pattern You remain using me for a "below average" piece of ass - but it doesn't matter Not only are you my longest, but you're the only one I've done right Now you're popping me like a water balloon - from soaring me high as a kite You came into my life, and launched my world into a diamond paradise But you'll never be happy or satisfied with anyone - you're too easy to entice It's easy to get you to believe some young, random hoe And after all the betrayal you put me through - you expect us to flow The guilt and sheer disgust would eat my soul alive if I ever would cheat I couldn't do it without feeling slutty and dirty - openly or discreet You're not understanding me when I say with cheating that I am done I can't believe you'd even think to be that heartless - considering all you've done I'm telling you in that moment, I felt all that love expell out of my body The second my brain recognized it as downgrading - disgustingly naughty Your ego will never allow us to masterfully work out our kinks 'Cause 7.5 years were snuffed out so quickly - when either of us blinks I don't think that we can possibly repair the pieces this time 'Cause every day it haunts me that you even cheated - now you'll never be mine