Lost Love

Lost Love 

(A lone voice whispers)

Once lost
In love's asylum 

Overcome by guilt 

As I sat serving unseen emotional titans

In every second, 
Sat in silence 

Feeling numb and 
Bristling with sweet thoughts of violence 

Feeling time 
Enjoying the rush

Like a blackbird crowing in the bush 

A bell always rings

Breaking the spell running up and down my spine

Where memories of you sing

In seductive rhymes
When you were mine 

Dressed in white
Wearing our favourite rings

It maybe a cut 
Of a thousand deaths 

This night
When I remember a real love
I once possessed

In night and day

But like frankincense and Myrrh

Which always flows and sways

To the secret codex linked 
To the excesses of sex

And midnight conquests 
When libido's pray to play

As I lay in this solitude
With this curse to be endured

 And all that may follow

I look to the divine gift of Apollo

And write poetry of you
To rebuild
My inner hollow

As my pitiful sorrow
My soul 

Delicately tries in vain
To 
Swallow

(C)
Copyright John Duffy
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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