Lost Life

Judgmental eyes staring through me Looking for an answer Searching the darkness of my heart There is nothing there but a few forgotten memories of you Frozen in time my heart will forever be You were the light that once brought warmth to me The light that lived within me Without you I am forever lost in the frozen wasteland of life Doomed to live out my days without thought Thoughts of happiness escape me now Happiness is to fast for my heart, I cannot keep up Even from the start I am filled with pain Pain that is dragging me down to the bottom of existence I will disappear…forgotten by all, and loved by none I have been destroyed with or without will or need As I raise the gun to my head… I escape myself...