Lost It

It's like fire, then ice. It's hateful, then nice. It's blissful, then it turns cruel. It's smart, then I'm the fool. Crazy, madness. Meaningless sadness. Keeping the faith, and staying strong. It's my own, personal sad song. Life together... Will it make forever? Sometimes I wonder why I bother. Should I have listened to my father? Can't quit and give in. Often think of leaving him. I still love and cherish, But it's starting to fade...perish. Why? I don't know! You tell me. Walk in my shoes and you shall see.