Lost In Confusion

Nowhere to Go, Nowhere to Hide.
Everywhere I look, I just wanna die.
Stomach turns, Heart beats rapidly! 
SoMeOnE's CoMiNg!. JUST LEAVE ME BE!

Everything poison, No-one I trust.
There all in on it, The jokes about me!
I see everything, There all watching me.
I can't take much more, I wanna be free!

Throbbing pains, Rampage through my chest.
Heads spinning, I'm outta breath.
I can't breathe, What's happening to me.
Why is everyone Torturing me?

Fighting the voices, Inside my head
'Come on son, Your better off dead'.
'Who are you? Your not my friend'.
'There laughing at you, You can't trust them'.

All alone, No-one to help
20 years old, an freaking out
I was lucky you know, That I got out.
This part of my life, I'm just starting to talk about..

M.Mahauariki © 2006
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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