Lost Forever

i just don't want to be alone anymore sick of my heart being broke, its always sore Because i have become as perverted as a whore Doing so many things that rock me to the core Or is this how its supposed to be for me destined to be locked in in a prison that will never set me free I can't fight the pressure so i just agree To my conscience can i pay the fee My world is made up of shame And to myself i will never be the same I can no longer run , my spirit has become lame When I leave this world no one will know i came Because my legend is nothing but short sensations Change, I just don't have the patience My mind it just won't stop racin I juwst don't wanna move toward what I'm facin Because I know this destination