Lost

Today I lost the best friend I ever had yesterday I lost the best moment of my life last week I lost Everything that mattered today I gained knowledge to span a lifetime yesterday I gained the worst moment of my life last week I gained Everything Else! I am lost in this world I am lost to everything around me I am lost to everyone who looks to me for help I am lost to friends who see me for who I am I find myself without I find myself with memories I find myself looking to the future I find myself searching for help no one around to give me a hand no shoulder to cry on no one to give me advice except these voices I hear except these friends surrounding me except these people I never saw except these people that the spotlight is on now Give me your hand give me aid please help me here teach me what I should do teach me where I should go teach me how I should feel I know nothing of this sort of thing I know nothing except what I lost today I LOST A FRIEND OH SO DEAR TO ME TODAY