Losing Myself Again

I don’t wanna be left out in the rain They say I’m gonna make it and I can’t complain But it’s hard to think with demons in my brain It’s getting hard to explain Cant stay in my lane I think I’m going insane Don’t think I’ll remain Laying in my bed, grip my chest in pain Oh no I’m losing myself again Oh no I’m losing myself again I make this music just to vent Hoping to find the ones condemned From society, I tend To pretend That everything’s alright, Im in the deep end Been low so long I just want to ascend When I’m on top, I just hope I don’t descend They ask if I’m okay, it just depends I’m getting so sick and tired of all my friends I guess I’ll be alone in the end They say I’m gonna make it and I can’t complain But it’s hard to think with demons in my brain It’s getting hard to explain Cant stay in my lane I think I’m going insane Don’t think I’ll remain Laying in my bed, grip my chest in pain Oh no I’m losing myself again Oh no I’m losing myself again