Losing myself

I have lost myself there
Not in the dreams but in the past somewhere
I am unknown to myself now
Don’t know why when and how

I am not the same anymore
I was not like this before
There is a feeling being full of guilt
There is nothing good that i have built

Its tough to see myself like this
Change is the only thing that i wish
But hope of change has been lost
All the limits are now crossed

I am trying to find the old version
But that version is full of conversion 
I don’t know how to bring myself back
There is a lot in this version that i lack
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Agustin Avatar
March 17, 2026 at 6:57 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Adnan Avatar
March 17, 2026 at 9:50 AM
Thank you!!
Steinmetz Avatar
March 16, 2026 at 6:47 PM
oh, this is such a beautiful betrayal of your emotions. i hope you feel better soon...
Adnan Avatar
March 17, 2026 at 9:51 AM
Yahhh… Thank you!
Seeker Avatar
March 16, 2026 at 4:47 PM
Deep reflections here, Zara, enjoyed reading
Adnan Avatar
March 17, 2026 at 9:51 AM
Thank you soo much !!
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