Losing a lot more

Time has gone slow and I've lost the way, Neglecting myself even more every day, My confidence shot, I don't have much go, I can't build up my energy, And make my blood flow. I've lost my belief, On a future undone, It's sad how it happened, The loss of some one, That some one was loved, More than they knew, Life now without them, Is one I'll get through, But I need to recover, And look out for our son, Fill in what is missing, Quite simply "HIS MUM".