Lord, When....

WHEN I’M IN A PLACE WHERE I CAN’T FEEL YOUR HANDS, THOUGH MY SPIRIT TELLS ME THAT YOU’RE NEAR... WHEN FOR A MOMENT, YOU MIGHT BE SILENT WITH ME, & I BEGIN TO THINK THAT YOU JUST DON’T CARE... WHEN BEWILDERMENT ENSHROUDS ME, & THE ENEMY SURROUNDS ME, & DESPAIR LOOMS AT MY DOOR... WHEN I GROW WEARY OF BEING PATIENT & CONTENT, & MY FLESH & SOUL BEGIN TO WAR... WHEN I ENDURE THE STORMY TRIALS OF LIFE, & MY SPIRIT CRIES OUT, “ WHY GOD, WHY!?!”... WHEN I WAVER ON IF YOU TRULY EXIST, WHY I’M STUCK IN THIS MESS, & WHY I HAVE YET TO BE BLESSED... WHEN I’VE ROLLED DOWN THE MOUNTAIN, & I’M THE VALLEY, & YOU’VE GOT ME ON YOUR THRESHING FLOOR..... MY LORD, PLEASE HELP ME, ESPECIALLY THEN, TO SEEK & TRUST YOU MORE AND MORE !