Lonly Life

What more can you do?
Where would you go?
How wold you live
Without no one near?


i once lived in a peaceful home
the one where love is always fair

no one fights
no one screams
but that all changed when daddy screamed
'i hate you'

mommy cried 
sissy cry
Johnny whimpered
i survived

daddy left two days from then
mommy cry so much more
sitting home
waiting for his return

and then a thought can to mind
'where would he go?
what would he do?
how would he live without mommy so near?


two weeks have passed and daddy's back
but nothing now is like back then

daddy yells and mommy cries
sissy cries and Johnny dies

and at his funeral my mommy weeps
she came to see dear Johnny sleep

'never again to see your face
never again to hold you close
now i know how bad you felt
when daddy came and beat you dead'

mommy cry herself to bed that night
sissy wept in the quiet night
daddy sits and wonders why
why he killed poor Johnny that night

a year has passed and nothing changed
mommy still with teary eyes
walks around sis's bed at night
'if you die i will not live
without you near i wont forgive'

mommy cried
sissy cried
Johnny died 
daddy byed

two weeks after
daddy left
he comes back at take a rest

mommy weeps so much more
sissy with startled eyes
cries now cause mommy yelled

that night my mommy yelled
i wept for the first night yet
daddy ran away
and never did i even pray

for all i knew daddy lied
told us once he'd be forever
now i know that daddy's mean

because that night mommy died

sis and i 
we packed our things
sneaking out to not be seen

the once good daddy drunk again
you never know if you fight for  life

and as we walk around the block we hear his voice calling out

'COME BACK. YOU CAN ONT HIDE
I'M YOUR DADDY FOR ALL TIMES
COME ON BACK
YOU'LL DIE OUT THERE
COME OR ELSE I'LL KILL YOU THERE'

and with great fear we start to run
never knowing what may come

and now today
sis and i
we live together
and never lie

but at some times we walked in fear
for we still know daddy's near

it doesn't matter anymore
as long and i have my sister near


-Anna P Chebukina
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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January 23, 2010 at 7:15 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Anna. I also wish you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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