Long Trip

Long Trip Nervous. Yes, I am. It is going to be great. We are going to go somewhere…fun. It has been so long since I went, places. It has been so long since I went, anywhere. What should I do? What should I take? Will I be ready? I pulled the travel bag out. It is now waiting on the bed, to be filled. A gapping black hole to put everything in. all things that will be needed. all things that I might have to have. The sink does not fit… I tired it already. How can I do without the sink? Clothes, shoes, my toothbrush. That is a good start… Then I stop. How can I go. I need to take YOU with Me. I drop my hair brush into the darkness. My heart is beating too fast. I breath deeply. I need You. I turn from the bag. I leave it there. I go out. I go out into the garden, the right spot by the roses. It is a very special place, a hidden and protected one, I bend my knees in worship, there on the ground. The roses smell like sweet perfume. I need you.