Lonesome Hardship

How does one move on When they've lost a love, Trying hard to just adapt But, its them your thinking of. Your heart inside is crumbling Knowing it was a friendship ment to be, It all started so sudden and was good While giving up on it now isnt so easily. Shared memories and built up trust You try to erase but they remain so near, Looking in all different directions But this loss is just to much to bear. Many say time helps things fade But, how do you mend your heart? Knowing its because of yourself That the friendship fell apart. You cant change your prior mistakes Nor can you go back to the past, Just live for only today now Find happiness that will last. As each day has a new beginning They always seem to end the same, Living with just the memories of a true friend While sitting here hiding in my shame.