Loneliness

Loneliness was losing you ten years ago
I now wake up each day your side empty
I miss the cuddles and early morning sex
the endless hours without your smile.

No-one to share special moments with.
At night once the door shuts others out and
the long hours creep by each one darker
It is now I again feel the isolation.

No-one to share a joke or smile with,
in others minds you are now forgotten 
yet for me it is still like yesterday. 
Endless hours stretching out, on and on.

No-one to hold me when I weep in despair
or to wipe away the tears and comfort me. 
I smile when people visit, offer some tea
but deep inside the tears never stop.

People tell me its time to forget,
well that would mean cutting out my heart.
For without you I am less than nothing
It is all the memories that comfort me.

The joyous times we together shared
and the life we lived together harmoniously.
My heart still belongs to you, none measure up
how could they? You and you alone are my soul.

So resigned I live with loneliness
fill my days with things to do.
Taking comfort in friends and family
Yet once the door closes loneliness sets in.

Written 11/19/2014

contest: Faces of Loneliness
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Bocsa Avatar
December 9, 2014 at 1:25 PM
In short, I meditate on the difference Between Solitude and Loneliness None is rude , none try to undress The feeling , because high intelligence Makes them find common recollections. While a lonely person need no directions, A solitary one has reasons for solidarity. Thus, all we need to live Truth in Charity.
Makama Avatar
November 25, 2014 at 8:23 AM
A Lovely poem. I'm refreshed reading through your lines.Thanks for the share. Definitely a 7
Hamilton Avatar
November 25, 2014 at 3:59 PM
ty Funom hugs
Yvonne Avatar
November 22, 2014 at 10:52 AM
Shadow I wish I could lend you my heart happy. My face is drenched in tears. You have so much of my love right now. I so feel for your pain. I will add this to my favs. Pray you some new happy days. Congratulations on your win! What is the saddest about this is that you are such a wonderful kind loving woman. God Bless!
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:11 AM
Maurice dear friend ty you warm my heart hugs
Meier-Hans Avatar
November 21, 2014 at 10:17 PM
Dropping back with my congratulations Shadow.
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:09 AM
ty so much Brenda hugs
Dietrich Avatar
November 21, 2014 at 9:08 PM
congrats on HM. this was so very good, dear. I have to tell you that again.
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:09 AM
ty dear Andrea hugs
Kayode Avatar
November 21, 2014 at 11:26 AM
This is touchy Shadow, you really captured the essence of loneliness here,congrats on the win...huggs
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:08 AM
ty so much Kayod hugs
A. Sharma Avatar
November 21, 2014 at 7:37 AM
Deep emotional write Shadow that i loved much! Congrats on fine win!
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:08 AM
ty Dr Upma hugs
Allison Avatar
November 21, 2014 at 4:37 AM
dropping back with my congrats Shadow - i found this so moving reading it again for a second time - congrats on your HM:-) hugs jan xx
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:07 AM
ty Jan hugs
Dietrich Avatar
November 20, 2014 at 11:35 PM
as you can see I am finally trying to catch up for the week, but I think it is impossible.
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:06 AM
you will do it hugs
Dietrich Avatar
November 20, 2014 at 11:34 PM
wOWOWOW, great poem on loneliness. I had no idea you have to endure this, shadow. I take it this is autobiographical? this is one I have to fave.
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:06 AM
ty Andrea your review warms my heart hugs
Kendrick Avatar
November 20, 2014 at 9:23 AM
Emotive work..Good one for the contest..Reads like a winner for it is filled with true emotion..Thanks for the visit to my page..I am sorry to be so long in responding back..Life has been a little different lately..Sara
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:05 AM
sorry to hear that Sara hope things improve for you. ty for reading hugs
Mcdaid Avatar
November 20, 2014 at 2:46 AM
loneliness this touched me so deeply bless you linda its not a nice place i know missing someone whom you love all you have is beautiful memories
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:04 AM
ty Liam hugs
Meier-Hans Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 8:30 PM
Brilliantly written Shadow. I feel your pain and loneliness in your poem.
Hamilton Avatar
November 23, 2014 at 5:03 AM
ty Brenda hugs
Allison Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 7:34 PM
oh so so so sad Shadow - got a tear rolling down my face reading this heartfelt write:-) good luck in the contest:-) hugs jan xx
Hamilton Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 7:48 PM
tnx Jan your support is greatly appreciated hugs
Rios Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 5:22 PM
I can see that
Hamilton Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 7:45 PM
ty Yeisiel hugs
Johnson-Saunders Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 4:12 PM
A touching write, Shadow. I feel the sorrow and loneliness...if this is true, I am deeply sorry for your loss. Love & Blessings, Rhonda
Hamilton Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 7:45 PM
ty Rhonda much appreciated hugs
Bateman Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 4:04 PM
Shadow, Exceptional write here on a very sad, but powerfully compelling theme. The range and depth you cover in your write portray quite assuredly the sadness and torment of being alone without your Love (or the Love) who was and still is the most dominate aspect of your soul. Very well articulated here indeed. I wish all the best in the contest. I do believe you have a winning write here. And you also have a Big "7" from me and this one's a FAV too!! Best Wishes Always, Gary
Hamilton Avatar
November 19, 2014 at 7:44 PM
ty Gary so nice of you hugs
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