Lone Parent

Cutting deep. Heart feels sad, don’t want to feel just as bad
It’s not my norm. I’m usually happy, I hate this feeling of being so crappy
Asking why?  I feel so low, what to tell I just don’t know
Roof above my head, food on the table, usually find I am so able

Who do I tell?  Should I say, what on earth makes me feel this way
I work so hard, I pay the bills, even manage to get some thrills
Drink very little, never been a smoker never dabbled in being a doper
Why so hard?  This life injustice, improve my ways I feel I must

It isn’t that bad, I look after my son, he has a good life, I feel I have none
Could I be lonely? Friends I have many, feeling as low as the value of a penny
What is next?  Do I make a change?  Looking at my life it isn’t that strange
Car at the door, mortgage gets paid, money for holidays I have made

Is it Love?  I don’t have any, other than my son, who gives better than many
Something is missing, what can it be, I wish one day clearer I would see
Wait I must.  One day at a time, hoping that things will work out fine
So what’s the secret?  What should I do?  Just live in hope that I will find you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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April 16, 2017 at 1:49 AM
I wish for you a future with love in it. In the meantime: you have written a beautiful poem, welcome to PoetrySoup.
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April 25, 2017 at 11:41 AM
Thank you so much, that is appreciated. I am going to try to keep writing and learning about poems.
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April 15, 2017 at 1:44 PM
Hugs! I am sure many a single mum can relate. xomo
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April 25, 2017 at 11:41 AM
Thank you, very much appreciated.
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