Living Words of Love

Living Words Of Love

Raised up in a small town
a place I know so well.
Missing letters from it's sign
that now just calls it hell.

Scars remain that none can see
though not from my own choices.
Wounded was the heart in me
from screaming, drunken voices.

Clouds they came and sometimes stayed
blocking out the bluest skies.
Like make-up that my mother wore
to cover her black eyes.

Vows I made from early on
so much more than a whim.
Swearing on my very soul
I would not be like him.

Never prone to lashing out
I did all that I could.
Now I find the time has come
I take more than I should.

It's like a sign I'm forced to wear
saying I was born for losing.
Or maybe it's the love unknown
and lovers that I'm choosing.

Either way it's plain to see
somehow I've gone half blind.
Or maybe who I hoped to be
somewhere I lost my mind.

All the fears I one time faced
the things I've come to dread.
Never was I at all like him
much more like her instead.

All the miles I have come
the memories that find me.
Of the darker days I lived
forever now behind me.

Clearly now I've come to see
the bluest skies above.
What's found in me abounds in me
are living words of love.

Edwin C Hofert
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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April 26, 2015 at 4:32 PM
Edwin, thank you for the wonderful reply. You are a very good poet and I hope you grow on this site... LINDA
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April 26, 2015 at 4:41 PM
Linda thank you. I really enjoy the contests because they challenge me to try different things and different styles of poetry. But oddly as my reach grows People closest to me seem to be pulling away from me. I know for some change is uncomfortable. I'm trying to be upbeat. And I like the direction my life is going. But still I hate to see them go.
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April 26, 2015 at 12:26 AM
Edwin, Congratulations on your "Bio of a Poet" WIN!!! LINDA
Hofert Avatar
April 26, 2015 at 6:51 AM
Thank you so much Poet Destroyer. Again I'm honored and humbled to think that someone else might find value in my words. God bless. Ed <3
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April 22, 2015 at 11:15 AM
Living in a home where there is violence and addiction is not good..Some come out of it searing never to be their father or mother and go on to be successful and others fall victim to the same problems..Congrats on your win..Sara
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April 22, 2015 at 6:52 PM
Thank you Sara God bless :)
Roper Avatar
April 20, 2015 at 4:03 PM
Congratulations on your win . Blessings Eve
Hofert Avatar
April 20, 2015 at 4:15 PM
Thank you Eve :) I am honored. And oddly grateful for the life I one time hated. Because it brought me here.
Allison Avatar
April 19, 2015 at 7:19 AM
Oh Edwin having read recent poems about your upbringing and early life this fills me with admiration for you my friend - the dark days are behind and look forward to the future - sorry i missed this but I do try and keep up with your poems:-( congrats on your win hugs jan xx
Allison Avatar
April 19, 2015 at 7:29 AM
You certainly pushed the boat out yesterday Edwin lol - I caved in and posted a second poem yesterday - I try only to post one a day but my muse got the better of me! Hugs Janxx have a great day:-)
Hofert Avatar
April 19, 2015 at 7:26 AM
Dear Jan. Poetry Soup has created or enabled at least a monster. lol. I am always pushing the limit on how many poems I can post in any given amount of time. I would not expect anyone to catch or care or comment on them all. The fact that you return and encourage me again and again is more than I coud ask or hope for. Hugs to you. Ed
Reams Avatar
April 18, 2015 at 10:54 PM
Congrats on your win Edwin. Thank you for entering my contest.
Hofert Avatar
April 19, 2015 at 6:16 AM
Seriously? Thank you Tammy. I am honored. Beyond that somewhat taken back. LOL The one and only comment this poem garnered was yours, informing me of the win. Making it to me an even greater honor somehow. Thank you again. Hugs to you! Ed
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