Living For Love

The ink in my pen is running out
Because, of all the pages I write with you in thought
My life feels meaningless, I can’t think, what is it about
I used to be happy, now I must deal with all the pain you brought
The idea of you coming into my life is what my friends fought
But I didn’t listen, so it’s a good lesson that you taught
Till this day, I don’t know how in your trap, I was caught.

Now I see a stranger in the mirror
While all the memories flash in my head
And when I think about the future
I wonder when I will be dead
My life was never really mine
I lived it for others, life’s game I played
I didn’t really read the rules
I wanted to make my own way

The withdrawal symptoms are killing me
But not fast enough
I was hoping the drugs would be the death of me
Because, trying to hurt myself I find tough
To be honest, I wanted the whole world to see
That it is idiotic to live if its love you seek.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Liguori Avatar
September 19, 2021 at 12:57 PM
Emotional poem. Where is love when we need it the most?
Clark Avatar
September 20, 2021 at 1:33 AM
Thank you so much for your kind words. they are truly appreciated. to answer your question, we find the love we need within ourselves and the people we surround ourselves with.
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