Living a Lie

He says " I love you"... I answer back the same. He says " Your so beautiful"... I just turn away. He says " I'm so glad we're together"... I know it's a lie. He says " There is no one else for me"... I wonder why he never touches me anymore. He says " It's no one" when his phone frequently rings. I wonder why he makes up so many silly excuses? He says " There's no one I want except you"... I know a fifteen minute trip to the store shouldn't take an hour and a half... He says " I love to hold you"... I can't understand why he moves away in bed if I touch him. He says " I love spending time with you"... I wonder why he is always either on his computer... or watching tv for hours on end. He tells me nothing is wrong... but in my heart...I know it's a lie... That's why I'm so empty inside. P.R. Deremer