Listening To the Past

I can remember vaguely when i was a child
When my heart hurt i would cry
And Daddy dearest would beat me
Whenever tears were in my eyes
I remember my brother lying to him
Just to save his own selfish skin
My Father would believe him before me
And beat me up all over again
I remember being whipped by his thick belt
For not putting away a toy
The confining me to my bed in the dark
And meals i could not enjoy
These memories used to haunt me
But they have faded over time
I came to forgive my Father
When i found out his child hood was worse 
than mine
We now talk on different occasions
And a little love cant be denied
But that little boy inside me
Tells me to keep that wall way up high
I learned to listen to that inner child 
Who was forced to grow up way to fast
Now I see all the warning signs flashing
By just listening to the past
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Tsiluma Avatar
January 7, 2014 at 10:52 PM
Listening to the past - well stated Carl! The scenario you describe would definitely spring up early warning signs as it were - I suppose it is the self preservation mechanism that allows those downtrodden to heal. Powerful write!
Carrillo Avatar
December 30, 2013 at 10:44 AM
This is a great write. I believe that most of us have stories of when we were children, Sometimes it's nice to take a trip down memory lane, but it's not good to stay in the past. we do not have to be like our parents, we can be better. Smile and I wish for you a New year full of blessings.... Lucilla
Lamoureux Avatar
December 29, 2013 at 8:58 AM
It seems we have much in common. If you have a chance read my poem "between the words of my father." You wrote this poem with eloquence, I was moved by your words.
Fraser Avatar
December 29, 2013 at 9:59 AM
Thanks Richard for reading this and for the hug as well, i will go and readthe poem you are referring tomy friend, blessings Carl
Lamoureux Avatar
December 29, 2013 at 8:59 AM
A big hug to you Carl.
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