Lingering Questions

Can I die from a broken heart? If I smile through the agony Will it tear me apart? Or will I somehow be ok? If I drag myself out of bed Clear the poisonous thoughts Out of my fragile head Will I somehow be ok? Can I die from a broken heart? Should I lay here and never leave Or rise and focus on a fresh start Tell me which do I choose? When all is said and done And I chose the latter of the two Would that mean that he has succeeded? In truly breaking me