Light House

-light house- ...lost in the deep dark dangerous fore forest of mental foresight the pitch blindfold blocking my light of sight and pattering feet feebly giving way for a stumble my heavy body spatters mad, my face smudges, i crumble i take a leap forward, a step that would be of faith i realize i forgot to read between the slim pith... there is much a few step in the worlds treaded miles very few leaps of faith that that made light and smiles still lost, very hard to find my way i try midsts introspections and fear of re-occurrence of history, going forwards paints backwards the presumed future this time my own self is in destruction; my nature... i build castles in that darkness of the night i war, i make soldiers win battle, i too fight in that darkness i lead a family that follows on dreams that i cant tell when they were born ...and i follow my ambitious dream that might... just maybe, might lead me to that search light