Life Is Pain

By Parizo Van Thulare Doubts are taking over my mind This is too much It feels like a desert wind My love life is stuck in the wild I have none to hold they say I'm cold Why can't i be just like any other person ? Why am i always the one who gets life lessons? Seasons change But I'm still the same The friends i made are calling me with names Even when it rains I still feel stuck in this cage I wish i could change this lane I'm so weakened by these pain All my love ones are down the drain The ones that are left they wish to see me fail I try to be strong but i can't prevail Please help me lord Happiness is rare in my world You the one i lean on Give me the strength to carry on