Life Has Caused This

I hope you really understand This is all out of my hands I can't control this situation All my woman's intuition Led me to this secret place I had no clue or even trace My emotions would lead down Somewhere I am tied and bound By the stress and daily life That destroyed my happy life Now in a state of depression Every time of day will lessen All the joy I used to know My life took a deadly blow Now all the fatility Every second brings to me Is filled with anxiety Every bit of sanity Is lost in a world of haze Struggling to find the ways Back in to the normalcy When I used to be pain free My escape routes are blocked In my mind that is now locked Under a big and dark cloud storm Now there is a giant swarm Of despair I have to battle Each new day I need to saddle Up again and ride this out I just want to loudly shout As my demons are released Bringing me back to the peace I knew before my mind Started to twist and unwind