Letting Go

As I lye awake and think of you my heart always feels so blue. I try my best to move on, but it's hard to do since you've been gone. Thou my heart feels like it's bleeding, I can't stop how I'm feeling. People say time will heal the pain but, at times I feel I'm going insane. I pray to god everyday, he makes my pain go away. I will always love you with all my heart, and know that one day the healing will start. But, until that day comes around I will never forget when we laid you in the ground. So, please God help me understand why daddy let go of my hand.