Letting Go

There's a hole in my heart from all the pain So much infliction, Im confused as to who to blame All my life I've opened myself up to receive your love Once I got it swore it was from Heaven above Wiped our past clean and off we went But why the pain, was it really meant? The cycle begins the abuse seems daily Mentally- Physically inside to the point I can't take it I gave you my heart when I was to young to Understand That abuse and mental torture from a loved one can destroy the strongest woman Even on this day when I feel the pain so fresh I hold my head high and let my pen bleed to there's none left God gave me a raw talent to be able to speak how I feel No drugs can compensate how affective my talent is- stronga than any pill So with my pain I create self Peace With all you've done 2 me its the most I can do to say the Least I forgive you for all you've Done God made me for a reason- Self proclaimed "I am the One"!