Letter to an ex

everything started off smooth and fast maybe why it wasn't meant to last rejection was for my own protection lovers to roommates best reflection forged a facade of a family dynamic resulted in sinking like the Titanic convenience played a hefty role help slow down separating goal push came to shove due to regret fights and arguing always upset so called love dissolved overtime missed the lessons time after time settle with you for different reasons love didn't last through 2 seasons caused the divide with excessive thirst lustful appetite I believe you CURSED faked it until you didn't make it true knowing there's no chance for redo lied and falsified things about my life still claiming to others I'm your wife we were never married that was a lie with that same breath you hope I die something is wrong thinking I'll wait saving myself with a great escape noticing your stalking 8 years ago detached but attached can't let go use spell work to block my love life creeping into my dreams with a knife not the same person you remembered that person is dead and dismembered move on with your life it's the best nothing to talk about I put that to rest I will not allow the past to stop me this time love is reciprocal and free